LOVE AND THE END OF THE WORLD

Well, not really love. And not really the end of the world, but you know what I mean.

Here we are in the middle of a pandemic. It’s insane. The world has changed, and here I am... still trying to find a decent guy to date.

An old friend from years ago recently contacted me, and we have totally hit it off. And by hit it off, I mean the digital sex has been absolutely amazing! During normal circumstances, I am definitely an in-person kinda girl. But in the age of stay-at-home orders amid COVID, digital hook-ups it is.

The only real issue is this: I am not really a hook up kind of girl. Call me old fashion, but I actually like to, you know, be friends with people before getting to that level. I really like this guy, but I’m terrified of getting my hopes up. I have been let down so many times before. 

I am trying to fight back a case of the negative Nancy’s that is trying to creep through, and stay positive. Because I knew him previously, I know that he’s not a total scumbag. However, he IS starting in with that super hot then super cold nonsense, which I absolutely can’t stand. That is the most frustrating of all.

I can’t say that I am exactly thrilled to be in the position I’m in, but given the circumstances in today’s world, maybe I should sit back and enjoy the ride. Because after all, you’ve got to take happiness where you can get it. Right?